u keep on saying that im diff & i've changed,
do u knw that it's hurt?
the more u say it, the more i feel that im changing.
idk if u notice it or nt, i've been silent just nw.
im actually sad. im just sad & idk why.
issit because i miss u too much?
u asked me whether i missed u or nt. & i didnt answer right?
the truth is that no one misses u more than me dear....
even we’ve met just nw, i still do miss u.
tmrw i dun even knw whether i gt to see u or nt.
u'll be busy with ur running thingy.
maybe i'll just drop-by for awhile k?
gd luck for tmrw d.
make sure u eat first.
idw u to vomit again.
& drink plenty of water k?
&& pls d..dun gt urself too tired.
i dun wan anything happen to u.
k thats it. 
im nt thinking clear right nw.
i'll stop.
chiaos!!
i miss ur huggies d...
